Because I have mange and smell bad, no one comes near me. I feel insecure about myself

 

I remember the days when I used to run in the open fields, my fur soft and clean, and my tail wagging with joy. Back then, I had a family who loved me. But things changed. My fur started to fall off, and I developed these painful patches all over my body. Mange, they called it. I didn’t understand what it meant at the time, but I could feel it. The itch, the discomfort, and worse—how people looked at me.

I used to love when my owner would come home from work. I’d jump up, wag my tail, and she’d rub my belly, telling me what a good boy I was. But one day, that stopped. She wouldn’t pet me anymore. I could see the sadness in her eyes, mixed with something else—disgust, maybe. She didn’t let me sleep inside the house anymore, and the warm, soft bed was replaced with cold, hard dirt outside.

Soon, no one came near me at all. “Because I have mange and smell bad, no one comes near me. I feel insecure about myself.” The thought haunted me every day. I longed for the touch of a human hand, the warmth of a hug, but instead, people avoided me. I watched from a distance as they played with their other pets, their laughter ringing in the air like a distant dream I could no longer reach. My heart ached, not from the mange or the itching, but from the loneliness. I missed being loved.

I still remember the day they drove me to a faraway place. They didn’t say anything. Just opened the car door, and I was left there, alone. I watched them drive away, the sound of the engine growing fainter, until it was just me and the silence. I curled up by the side of the road, feeling more abandoned than ever. Who could love a dog like me? I was ugly, I smelled bad, and no one wanted to be near me.

Days turned into weeks, and I wandered the streets, scavenging for food. I saw other dogs, happy with their owners, while I tried to disappear into the background, ashamed of how I looked and smelled. People would pass by, sometimes yelling at me to leave or throwing things at me. I didn’t blame them. I was scared of myself too.

But one day, something unexpected happened. I was lying under a bench, trying to hide from the world, when a kind voice called out to me. “Hey, buddy.” I didn’t look up at first, thinking it was just another person ready to chase me away. But then I felt something—a gentle hand on my head. I flinched at first, not used to kindness anymore. But this woman didn’t pull away. She knelt down, her eyes filled with something I hadn’t seen in a long time—compassion.

“You’re not so bad, are you?” she said softly, stroking my patchy fur. I wanted to tell her how much I missed this, how much I needed this. But all I could do was wag my tail ever so slightly, afraid to hope.

She didn’t leave me there. She picked me up, despite my smell, despite my mange. She took me to a place where people helped me. They gave me medicine and bathed me, and slowly, my fur began to grow back. But what mattered most wasn’t the treatment or the baths—it was the love. For the first time in what felt like forever, someone cared. She didn’t see a mangy dog. She saw me.

I may not be perfect, and my fur may never look the way it used to, but I’m no longer afraid of being myself. She gave me something I thought I had lost forever—hope. Now, I have a home again, and while the scars of my past remain, they remind me of the journey that brought me to this new chapter in my life.

Because of her, I learned that no matter how broken or unloved you feel, there’s always someone out there who will see past the surface and love you for who you truly are. And that’s enough to wag my tail again.

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